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ugggghhh [14 Nov 2009|01:16pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Last night Ashley took me out for my bday since she couldn't make it on tuesday. Stephni came out too. I got so disgustingly hammered that I don't even want to think about it. I have an awful hangover. Kinda want to die right now.

Yo' guns

bday [10 Nov 2009|10:29am]
[ mood | crappy ]

Today I am 21.
Happy birthday to me.
I went out at midnight to dooleys.
Some of my closest friends completely blew me off.
I really really need new friends.
I should probably just move away and start over.
So far this has been a pretty miserable day.
Total opposite of what I expected, besides the hangover.
I want to crawl into a hole.

Yo' guns

Facebook really sucked me in and in order to get away from it, I'm going to start updating my journal again!
How excited you must be.... oh wait... theres no one here? Well no bother because journals aren't meant to be read anyways, right?
Well on with the exciting news of me life!

I guess the first update came when I moved back from kalamazoo.
My roommates and I all drove each other crazy. I was broke as a joke and supporting a parasite... so I had to return to clinton crapship and tough it out with my mom.
I went to olga's to get my job back and was rudely turned down.. and I mean rudely. I ended up getting a job at red robin that day. I thought that was great... well 8 sickening months later the bastards fired me. Oh well. I wish it was on my own terms but I was glad to be out of there. A few days ago a was offically hired for a seasonal position at fossil. Not the best job, but it's better than being unemployed and will give me more resources in my hunt for a permanent job.
I broke up with zach in february for a month and somehow ended up back with his broke ass. He lied and swindled his way into wasting my time until around the end of july... finally I wised up and kicked his scrawny ass to the curb.
Not long after that I went to a bonfire at Sam/Marks house and who did I run into??? TOBY. Yeah. Well. I hadn't seen him in 2 years so I couldn't hold anything against him anymore. I guess it took him 2 years to get his shit together because he's great now and I've been with him everyday since. Going from a little boy to a man is a nice change. I had some growing up to do.
I'm turning 21 in a few weeks, yippee! I'm hoping I can get my life back on track by the time the new year comes around. I'd love to be able to get an apartment by spring.
Last but not least... actually some may consider it the most important update of all... I cancelled my wow subscription over a month ago and have been happily wowless ever since! Go me! Beating my addictions 1 at a time!
I suppose I should throw in some pictures for those of you who can't sit still long enough to read all that blah blah.
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AHOY! [19 Jul 2009|10:09am]
[ mood | lazy ]

Well its been a minute.
I updated my deadjournal today too.
I don't know what force is driving me to do this.
It may be the ridiculous pictures Stephni posted up on spaceface.
So much has changed since my last post.
I won't get into it.
Lets keep the happy entries going.
Time for hummus and juice!

Yo' guns

[18 Oct 2008|11:47am]
RIP Uncle Mike.
I'll never forget you!

Kalamazoo is kalamakrazy.
I just paid off some car insurance and now I'm broke.
I'm missing central/western weekend because of it.
Yo' guns

Whats up LJ [30 Jul 2008|12:07am]
Its been a while.
I actually forgot what it was like to type in this thing.
I moved home...
Went to Macomb for about a month.
Dropped out.
Started working 6 days a week.
Regretted it.
Decided to move back to kzoo with the ex emerson tennants.
More about that later.
If it doesn't work out, I will be devastated.
I hope it fixes everything I messed up.
This journal is awfully melodramatic.
1Shoot | Yo' guns

[18 Dec 2007|03:00pm]
Right as I started to get worried about things... BANG!
It's all back to normal.. maybe even better now?
I drove home on sunday night, bad idea.
I was sure I was going to die in that snow but somehow I made it.
Zach came over to pick up his amp and guitar yesterday and we played and got some tasty coffee.
God damn god damn am I going to be upset when he leaves.
He'll probably come back periodically after xmas but he's officially moving home.
I know it's for the best and it has to be done but I'm going to be so damn lonely.
Kzoo is going to be just as shitty as it was 8 months ago.
I just went back in entries and figured out that we have been together for about 7 and a half months.
I never keep track of that shit anymore so I was curious.
Especially since I've never been with anyone for more than 11 and I have high hopes for this one.
I just want to see how long it takes for me to drive someone mad.

After that, Missy came over.
We sat in my basement and talked for a long long time.
It was nice.
If Missy moved home, I'd come back too.

It's too bad I can't post anything about my secret because although my livejournal is on private, one of your slutty moms reads it and reports every detail to my mom.
I thought I graduated high school 2 years ago?
I guess not.
5Shoot | Yo' guns

[20 Nov 2007|01:43pm]
SO a late continued birthday story.
Zach took me shoe shopping and bought me a sexy pair of boots.
Joy took me to Olive Garden and presented me with a bounty of tobacco.
Ashley bought me a cute shirt with happy vegetables on it.

I'm going home tommorrow for thanksgiving.
Yo' guns

[10 Nov 2007|11:40am]
There goes another wasted year. Right out the window.
Last night was fun.
Mike bought a keg of Oberon and Dusty bought me a pint and Scott bought me a 22 of Mike's hard lemonade which tasted delightful.
So there was much drinking to be had.
We debated about vegetarianism and played batman movie drinking games.
Then at midnight everyone sang me happy birthday and I went to sleep around 1... way too early.
For some reason I've been waking up at normal times.
But I haven't been going to bed at normal times?
Only sleeping for 6 or 7 hours a night.
Yo' guns

[07 Nov 2007|02:55pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

I am a big mess.
My life is falling apart.
I thought I knew what I wanted when I wanted it and was in control.
I'm starting to realize I'm not and maybe I never was.
Do I do anything for me?
Is this all what I predicted or hoped for?
Do I ever hope for anything?
Currently I have no goals for the future.
I want nothing.
I don't want to be here or there.

3Shoot | Yo' guns

[04 Oct 2007|12:31am]
I don't even feel bad for you.
Yo' guns

[26 Sep 2007|04:05pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Someone's cunt of a mother told my mom about my hair.
I think she had a small stroke over it.
Doesn't matter anyways since I wasn't planning on keeping it.
BUT you nosey middle aged housewives really shouldn't be gossiping about 18 year old girls, you're not getting any younger you old hags.
I bought brown dye today. Nothing extravagant but that's alright.
Give it time.

2Shoot | Yo' guns

[20 Sep 2007|08:19pm]
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Give it a few weeks and I'll make it right.
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[18 Sep 2007|12:37pm]
Livejournal, your days are comming to an end.
It was fun.
Let's see how many more updates I give you.
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[31 Aug 2007|10:08pm]

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[26 Aug 2007|02:52pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Ok so and update on my semi eventful past week.
On saturday I drove out to kzoo to stay at Zach's house.
On wednesday or thursday ( I forget) there was a terrible storm and the power went out.
It came back on for most of kzoo but since their house is in a kinda poopy area, it took until friday at 11 pm.
We kept calling the electric place and they told us it would be back sunday which would've been stupid.
So I got pretty drunk thursday night and I was fine so I got really drunk again on friday and woke up feeling like I was dying.
I had to move in to my new apartment hungover as hell.
It sucked.
Unfortunately I couldn't go out drinking with Ashley and Erica because of it.
I'm dumb.
Well here I am in my new apartment.
It's all shiny and clean and I've already done laundry and some dishes.
Zach is up north until tommorrowish so I don't get to play with him yet, which is ultra gay.
I want to buy my rat asap.

Yo' guns

[09 Aug 2007|04:31pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I have 342$ in a little drawer and at least 50$ in a piggy bank.
I'll be moving back the 18th, I'm hoping to make it the 17th.
Just because I'd rather go on a friday than a saturday.
I'll probably have all week off after tommorrow so if you want to play with me, make plans.
I'm moving in with Zach for a while to find a job and then moving into my apartment on the 25th.
If you wanna come for a visit once I move in, you're welcome to.
I've been going to been at 6 or 7am and waking up at 3 or 4pm.
Today I woke up at 4:30.
I would've slept later but my mom yelled at me.
I am nocturnal.

2Shoot | Yo' guns

[05 Aug 2007|03:30pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Last night was fun!
I slept all day and then said goodbye to my hick cousins who are moving to Arizona.
Sam, James and Brian came to pick me up and we went to some guy named Vince's house.
Ashley and Colin and Amber and some guys with exceptionally bad taste in clothing showed up.
I got my drank on a bit and the Brian and his boy drove me home.
I know someone asked me to do something with them today but I forget what it was.

Yo' guns

[30 Jul 2007|02:46pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Ok so thursday afternoon I drove out to kzoo.
It was a nice drive, I got there around 4 and woke Zach up.
We drank bubble tea, watched alot of GAS, ate steak and shake, passed out on a couch on the porch.
Hopefully he will come visit me before I move back in about 2 weeks.
On sunday morning I had to get up early, well early for me.
I was exhausted and I ended up turning down 94 west on accident.
I got off at the next exit to turn around and it was completely closed off.
So I drove down some road forever until I saw Oakland and turned on it.
Got back to a familiar place and took 131 instead of directly onto 94.
Of course I missed the exit and ended up taking one of those 94 east emergency routes that take 45 to get through.
So I wasted alot of time but I FINALLY got to 94 east.
Everything went smoothly until I got into Detroit.
I ran out of gas.
I pulled off at some van dyke exit and lots of boarded up houses and what used to be a gas station and lots of spookys all around.
I wasn't so much scared as uncomfortable but it took my dad about 20 minutes to get there and I had to sit in a 10,000 degree car the whole time.
Then we went to get gas and some blackies yelled "bitch jubba I don't know what they said after bitch" and laughed that obnoxious black man laugh and drove away.
Then I got ice cream, played some wow and passed out.
The end.

3Shoot | Yo' guns

[19 Jul 2007|01:39pm]
I've been hanging out with Sam and Danny the past couple days.
It has been really fun.
Makes me like Clinton Twp a little bit.
You probably don't want to see these pictures but I just couldn't resist posting them.
Just... don't click the link if you want to keep believing I'm not a nerd.
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